An old man falls down the basement stairs and is dead. You could of course now say it was just an old man, not even related to you and yet it gnaws at you easily. You are reminded that you have already lost so many. You could also say old people die, but young people die too, who still have their lives ahead of them ... Every step I take, every move I make Every single day, every time I pray I'll be missing you Think of the day when you went away What a life to take, what a bond to break I'll be missing you Then you get melancolically again ... reminded of the old songs that you heard years ago ... want to dig them out, indulge in memories of those who were. It's easy to feel sad that grandmothers can no longer experience a possible success from you, no matter how small. Feels guilty because you weren't there at the time when life was coming to an end, you were far away and yet you can be happy about it, because after death you will remember people and especially in the positive ... ... just like Sirius will always be remembered ... forever and always ... Dedicated to one of my many dear Remus ... the real and only animeMANGA Remus ... Remü-chan * cuddles *